“There is not even silence in the mountains
But dry sterile thunder without rain…”
T S EliotUnexpectedly
a pressure in my head
that grows to a dull prolonged thud
that settles over my eyes
into a strong persistent drone.
Sometimes I’d wake suddenly
in the middle of the night
uncomfortably hot,
a gnawing anxiety
lying heavy on my stomach.
And the unread books
on our shelves accusing me.
I used to forget about water.
And sometimes now
I forget about silence.
My parched mind
in a desert of noise,
and crowded faces looming
out of the anvil glare of the sun.
Sometimes I yearn for disconnection.
© David Loffman
16 February 2009