Thursday, October 29, 2009

Quotation & Comment A Streetcar Named Desire















"They told me to take a streetcar named Desire, and then transfer to one called Cemeteries and ride six blocks and get off at Elysian Fields."

Blanche DuBois in A Streetcar Named Desire by Tennessee Williams

These words are uttered by Blanche DuBois when she first arrives at her sister Stella’s apartment called Elysian Fields in New Orleans.

It tells us she is on a journey. ‘They’ refers to the attendants at the station who give her directions.

Symbolically ‘They’ indicates Blanche is vulnerable and powerless. All the men in Blanche’s life - family and lovers - have always had power and followed their sexual desires. She too has lived like this and it has brought her to rejection and exile which is a form of death.

Here at Elysian Fields Blanche hopes to start again.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009













beneath the oaks
we walk a bed of dead leaves
crushed fired glass

Photo autumn leaves on grass by pkirrage

Monday, October 26, 2009

Quotation & Comment

I'm starting a new project shortly.

The idea is to take a quotation from a work of literature which may include the Bible. It will probably be from a text I'm studying with my students or a text I've taught in the past. I might take quotations from the Conjured Sunlight blog. It will be a line or a phrase, perhaps even a word.

Then I'll comment on the quotation.

And I hope people that visit the blog will add a comment too. Either a response to the quotation or on my comment. Everyone is free to comment.

Anyway lets see how it rolls out.

Join in

David

Saturday, October 17, 2009

dawn, looking west
trees in shadow
beyond a tower block rising gold

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

the river
smudged by mist and drizzle
dissolves into twilight

Thursday, October 08, 2009

wet leaves, limp, black
glistening
a broken mirror

Saturday, October 03, 2009














beneath the trees
a corrugated mat
of rusted leaves

Photo Autumn Forest Ground by elventear

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Misty Morning














mist rising
along the water line
the river’s breath

Photo Misty Morning by RWM

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Canada geese













Canada geese
the summer folded away
in their wings

Photo Canada Geese by Henry McLin

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

the dead slowly gather
in wind swept corners
and gutters

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Julio Diaz's Story

Katy came across this story while she was researching for a sermon. It seems to have caused quite a bit of discussion on the web.

Any way here is Julio Diaz telling his story.

David

Julio Diaz's story

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

Orion Rising

quietly
in the growing darkness
Orion rising

Saturday, September 05, 2009

carried on the wind
dead leaves
in her greying hair

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

under the hazel
cobnuts are raining now

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

I'm putting
on the shoes I took off
in July

Sunday, August 30, 2009

between grey depths
of sea and sky
a white sail rides the wind
all night
under a thin skin of canvas
the tail of a hurricane

Stormy Weather














a rough sea
breaks on the beach,
a thousand
knots unravelling
in my weary head

Photo Stormy Weather by Peter Adermark

Thursday, August 06, 2009

Red Deer Summer Grasses












Red deer hidden
in the brown crust
of dry grasses


Patrolling Red Stag by bbodien

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

5 am

across the deer park
patches of mist -
the ghosts of dawn

Sunday, August 02, 2009

THE BACK ROOM

The back room is always a mess. We do not visit it and are hardly aware of its existence. But it is there, each day more and more things are thrown in. It is a very crowded and cluttered room. We stumble through it blindly in our sleep, searching, full of yearning, reaching out. It is a room full of fear and desire.

By day we barely know that it even exists. But it does. We carry it around with us where ever we go. It secretly and invisibly dominates whatever we think, whatever we say, however we act. There is always the room, hidden from view, shameful, obscene. But it is ours. It is us.

So we live our lives in the front room. That is where we invite our guests, our friends our lovers. We keep it dusted and clean. Everything is neat and tidy. Everything is on show. This is the best of us. It’s comfortable, filled with things we like. It is like a mirror reflecting our heavily made up faces.

At the church, by the alter, on our wedding day when we say “All that I am I give to you” we are offering our partner not only the front room of ourselves but also that hidden and messy back room. And when we say “I do” we are accepting our partner’s back room. We are saying I accept you – even that part of you that I don’t know, accepting even the part of you that you don’t even know exists. And we accept that we will probably never know what is in that room.

Occasionally we may stand at the door and prize it open and let a little light in. We may stare into that gloom, with fierce and bitter tears streaming down our faces - but not for too long.

It is a massive act of faith, a leap in the dark, a step across an abyss.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Suburban Summer Nights 3 am

a flickering patchwork
of shadows -
moths around the street light

Suburban Summer Nights 2 am

still now -
rows of blank houses
and defiant foxes watching

Suburban Summer Nights 1 am

humid blue night -
close together watching
Play Misty For Me

Friday, July 17, 2009

while the midnight sky
tore itself apart
with lightning -
my barefoot chidren
danced in the puddles

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Two Concerts in One Week

First I saw James Taylor at the NIA in Birmingham on Sunday 5 July with two colleagues – escaping from three days of IB training at the NEC, and secondly I saw Leonard Cohen at Brooklands Mercedes Benz World in Weybridge on Saturday 11 July with a friend.

After we had booked the concert for James Taylor I checked him out on youtube – just to get a sense of the man again. I watched him in his twenties clearly uncomfortable and uneasy in front of the camera. His long 1970’s hair was a kind of shield hiding him. But the simple guitar man played beautifully.

And so fast forward 30 years or so to a rainy July evening in Birmingham and the NIA.

It seemed that everything needed was here to make a good evening, a great band, a good singer songwriter with a solid American folk pedigree.

But the evening fell flat as the songs unfolded. I think this was due to a number of problems. Firstly the location, the NIA is a vast soulless place. It was built as a sports arena, I think and it lacked atmosphere and warmth. Secondly the set was a soup of unnecessary colour and light. There were at least four things going on behind the band at any one time.

We thought he was trying to satisfy the needs of the half a dozen audiences he was trying to attract – the traditional folkies, a country audience, a young audience – the children and grandchildren of those first hippy listeners, the oldies – the grown up hippies themselves and those easy listeners who had stumbled across his latest CD.

I’m easily pleased really. I’m a simple consumer.

But the final nail in the coffin of the evening was James Taylor himself. His script that bridged the different songs was slick and polished enough. The one liners were delivered in a quiet unassuming voice. But he lacked raw exciting energy, strutting uncomfortably across the stage. At times he looked like a parody of an aging rock star from the sixties. He was a man going through his well worn performance. He could have done the concert blindfolded - a rock concert by numbers. At times I thought he was boring himself.

Leonard Cohen was different. I spotted an advert for the concert in a discarded Metro on a train back from London. Walking home I popped in to see my friend – a Leonard Cohen fan since the 1960’s. We despaired at the ticket prices; we reassured ourselves that they had sold out. We parted resigned to the fact we wouldn’t be seeing him.

But there we were on Saturday night. Two middle aged men queuing up to watch a 74 year old man hold an audience in the palm of his hands. And he did it for over two hours, with a sublime ease, as if he had been born for the part.

I knew we’d made the right decision to come as the first notes reached us. For Cohen had brought together musicians that produce a rich, tight and accomplished sound. I love the way he has fused beautifully electric and acoustic instruments.

I felt at home here with people that swapped seats with us so that I could sit next to the aisle – more leg room. At home with people that talked easily about the last time they’d been to a Cohen concert, then mentioned Nick Cave and The Boatman’s Call.

And he played everything on our wish list. I wanted to hear The Partisan - it was the absolute highlight of the concert for me – Boogie Street – where Sharon Robinson, Cohen’s co writer, sang a solo and Famous Blue Raincoat – a stunning performance. Of course he did Halleluiah but he must be pretty pissed off with that song by now.

A week earlier we had sat in the soulless National Indoor Arena, sheltering from a rainy July evening, watching an accomplished James Taylor go through his paces. But unlike that concert a week later we were outside under a grey sky that eventually rained down on us. We were captivated, totally enchanted – lost in the labyrinth of his songs and the gracious spell that Leonard Cohen cast.

Deer Shadows














at midday the deer
cluster under the shadows
of ancient oaks


Photo by r0b1

Monday, July 13, 2009

Purple Clematis














purple clematis
so dark it swallows sunlight


in the shadows
something darker
purple clematis

Photograph Purple Clematis by KTDEE

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Sunset

the river writes its name in gold
the bracken
fully grown
swallows sign posts, park benches, Fallow deer

Sunday, June 28, 2009

open windows -
a siren divides the night

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Deadly Nightshade













in the hard glare
of the sun -
Deadly Nightshade

Photo Deadly Nightshade by lovepics11

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

restless humid night
in the sunken garden
a sun dial

Monday, June 22, 2009

no relief -
the office fans turn
dry sterile air

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Summer Kingston Market














this early
market morning
filled with light
and fountain spray


Photograph by Paul Easton

Friday, June 19, 2009

Vapour Trail















high above
a white and silent line -
draws across the sky


Photo Vapour Trail by ILMV

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

the fresh wind chases
hot stagnant air
through deserted corridors
today the restless air
disturbs the trees -
ripples of distant storms














the pond retreats
sculptured by hooves
dries to a crust of mud


Photo Dry Duck Pond by DoubleGrande

Monday, June 15, 2009

an idea from The Fire Sermon by T S Eliot

the summer
river at Richmond -
discarded
beer bottles paper plates
cigarette ends....


an idea from The Waste Land by T S Eliot

Saturday, June 13, 2009

summer rain -
sudden sunlight
feeds a forest of ferns

Empty Classroom



















June classroom
scattered chairs, empty desks
already forgotten


Photo A Place to Sleep by Hermin

Exam Hall













no revelation
in the hard shaft of light
that falls into
the darkened exam hall
where they sit writing


Exam Hall by non-partizan

http://www.flickr.com/photos/non-partizan/2806197476/

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

busy flies
at the closed windows -
a rattling restless knot

Saturday, June 06, 2009

Twilight Woods














darkening woods
thickens in the undergrowth
dissolves to black




Photo A Way Through the Woods

Thursday, June 04, 2009

midday sun -
island shadows retreat
into dark trees
peony -
marble of pink
explodes

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Nightingale Bluebell wood








all night her call
echoes through the bluebell woods -
nightingale



Photo Bluebell Woods by clumsy and uncoordinated

http://www.flickr.com/photos/38327179@N07/3525125173/

Monday, May 25, 2009

Light on the Water














spring river
a thousand wings of light
flickering

Photo Light on the Water by spodzone

http://www.flickr.com/photos/spodzone/471616984/